Friday, October 15, 2010
Don't GROW UP....!
I am more lost in thoughts today than ever before... I just cant get myself to focus on something worthwhile...my mind tends to wander into some world... n there is no point of coming back from there soon once i get in... thoughts run faster than i can even imagine... i have no clue where my initial thought leads to....
I've spent a long span of time today just thinking and doing nothing else! Dinno how time passed and its night already... I have experienced a new strong desire building n growing inside me... An intense desire to do good to this world... My heart especially melts at the sight of children... Their innocence is just blinding me... And my wish is to see a day when each and every kid on this world is happy... all smiles... is this ever possible...??!! A reality check tells me this is not gonna happen.... But my dreams tell me nothing is impossible... Is it really possible for me to get smiles on every face in this world??? Is it possible for me to create a perfect world...!? I donno... But i soo wish to...!
Reality seems too harsh to me.... Why are some people always happy and some always sad...? why cant all people on this world get an equal share of happiness and sorrow....??? Why should jealousy exist at all?
These questions are killing me inside.... Just a look at a sad lil kid initiates a sharp jolt in my heart..... Kids deserve to be happy...! I think this world will be perfect the day people dont grow up anymore... i want a world full of innocence, kindness and happiness... I really dont wish to grow up....!
Will this miracle ever happen??? Is this going to be MY big 'MIRACLE'??? i wish it is.............
Always believe in miracles... coz... miracles happen!