Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Music Creates Magic...!

      One of those days when i whisper to my heart- "ALL IS WELL....! EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY.....!!!" And the best way to come out of your sad state is music... Music has this amazing power which works on me each time... No, not sad songs... But songs by A.R.Rehman always end up stirring my soul. It makes me believe in life, love, magic and miracles all the more. Yes, i like believing that life is beautiful, that love is true, that there's always magic in the air and ya... that miracles happen!
      I like sprinkling my magical dust into my imagination n turn my reality into a dreamland. I love spendin time in here... where i hate no one n love all. When going gets tough in reality, i switch to my dreamland where i find solutions to all my problems. The problems dissolve into thin air here, n my worries are replaced by a renewed energy to find a way out of it.. It makes me wanna be kind.. to forgive and forget.. to repent over n correct my mistakes.. It makes me wanna be true.. makes me wanna be like an angel.. human is ignorant! But angels understand.. They are capable of creating wonders..!
      Here i feel no anger.. no jealousy.. no stress.. no strain.. but only joy.... pure eternal joy! A lil magic in life makes living a treat. It gives us a chance to see things differently.. in a better way.. in a magical way! :)
This song from GURU.. 'Ay hairathe zindagi' has touched the deepest chord of my heart today... This is how it translates... Never before observed the sweetness, the essence of this song....

dam dara dam dara, chashm chashme nam 
sun mere hum dum
hamesha ishq mein hi jeena

"Listen, my soulmate
always live in love"

ay hairathe aashiqui jagaa math
pairon se zameen zameen lagaa math

"oh wonderous love, don't ever wake up
don't let your feet touch the ground"

kyon urdu faarsi bolthe ho
das kehthe ho do tolthe ho 

jhooton ke shehenshah bolo na 

"why do you talk urdu and farsi
you say ten when you mean two
you king of liars, don't talk!"

kabhi jhaankhon meri aankhen
sunaaye ek daastaan jo honton se kholona

"look into my eyes sometimes
they tell a story which cannot be put into words"

do char maheen se lamhon mein
umron ke hisaab bhi hothe hain 

"sometimes, in a few months
a lifetime can be gauged"

jinhen dekha nahin kal tak kahin bhi
ab kok mein woh chahre bothe hain 

"one who has never been seen before
is now forming a face in my womb"

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Pisces - the Dreamers!

       I'm getting all astrological today. Spent hours analysing my actions as to how i really am thru my eyes as well as other! Shocking revelations when i could relate myself to every line i read in different sites. Never believed so much in sun signs as much as i am today. Zodiac signs do tell a lot about a person. I'm a Piscean and i am kinda proud of myself for the positive traits i have. But at the same time i realised that pisceans are found to be very strange by people who get to know them closely.
       Pisceans are dreamers always living in a fantasy world. They attach a magical touch to everything they perceive which others never seem to understand! Pisceans make their life beautiful, with a mystic edge to it. They are very emotional and sensitive. The symbol of Pisces is two fish going in opposite directions. This describes their state of mind. From my personal experience, its very difficult to decide on something. Too many possibilities come up and each one seems right at its place.
       They always tend to find the best in every human and don't usually hate anyone. Forgive and forget is my policy. Pisceans go with the flow usually. They tend to adjust with the people they are with. They can mingle in any group if they want to.Piscean folks love deeply and expect others to treat them with too much of care and love. They like to feel protected. Pisceans love unconditionally. They are too emotional and tend to cling to their closed ones which sometimes causes the closed ones longing for space. Water being the key element of the people under the Pisces sign, they can be compared to the moecules of water. Always together unless forced apart.
       Pisceans are always lost in thoughts and hate waking up from their dreams. When woken up to reality, they find themselves as a fish out of water. They prefer believing fantasy to be true and so they make great artists. These people are often spiritual thinkers and always find solace in philosophy. Pisceans love caring for others completely and expect the same in return. They always give readily expecting some of it return. They think from their heart more often than with their mind which results in other folks considering them to be impractical! And to an extent this is true. They are usually the ones who sacrifice with pleasure , without thinking twice!
       But the excessive emotional sensitive character of the pisces usually kills the joy among people around them who are not used to this overflowing mixture of care, love and emotions! They usually get depressed for the actions which go even a little different from the scenario they viewed in their imaginations. Pisceans themselves are the cause for their depressions usually. Their inability to relate to reality lands them into a mess. But the strong point of the Pisces gets them out of it pretty soon. This rapid change in behaviour puts other people in confusion. Pisces folks are considered to be the most complicated of all people, also because being the 12th sign, they share qualities of every other sign, giving them a gift of deep understanding. They sense every sign and emotion of the people around them which sometimes works negatively for them, as it results in other people feeling insecure of letting this piscean know them when they dont want to!
       Pisceans cannot see another person in grief. They understand others deeply but are usually the ones who are misunderstood by others. They are unable to express what they perceive!!!! But this gift of understanding makes them likable by everyone. A little show of care, love and protection, a few magical words assures their heart! Constant assurance always does the trick!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

I LOVE YOU, my dear ME.

       Having a moody moodswing! Too angry with my inside. The voices just dont stop talking and it's truly deafening me. I want peace just now! Is trying hard to hush the voices inside and put them to rest. The inner voice keeps calling and calling and calling. I do not want to respond today. I feel like they are my babies this moment. The more i ignore, the more attention they seek. The more i sush, the more they shout. They keep me going all the time. But at this moment i want peace! Total blankness!

       Is craving for a blank night! I imagine a starry night and a moon and me lying on a beach. Unknown to all.. and far far away from everyone! A night out... just me and my blankness! I want no thoughts, no feelings, no emotions. Just peace of mind. The sound of the waves on the warm sand, and the warm water lapping my feet is so damn inviting! Oh so blissful that would be. Is trying to have the sound of the waves fade the noise from within! I doubt anyone can relate to me, so i prefer not to go on about it!

       I wish to give my mind, my heart and my soul it's well deserved rest and is sorry for have over-exerted them all the time. I want to tell myself how much i love me. Today i just wanna be there for me. Just me.. and by 'ME' i mean i want the state of mind i might have had when i was born. A blank mind! Wants to sleep lik how i might have slept 20 years back in the cradle.. tucked in tight... with not a single worry in the world. I WISH!

Badly needs this miracle to happen!


Sunday, September 12, 2010

Reality check!

       Just wondering why the grass is always greener on the other side! Why cant we live in the moment ??? Why do we set conditions that we feel needs to be fulfilled in order to be happy! Beats me... I do it too. I realise the foolishness of my action, but somehow the human tendancy gets the better of me. They say realisation is the first step and implementing them n achieving is the second. But actions speak louder than thoughts. Sometimes the thoughts in our mind remain quiet, n dont form words at all. I dont understand the force which stops us from doing what is right. Why is it always easy to do the wrong thing, when that is what we must not be doing! Why do we find it easier to hush the inner voice which is always calling us to do right...?  Putting realisation into action does take a lot of courage. Step one doesnt really hold a value until u follow it by the step two. I pray God to gimme strength to do what is right with no fear what-so-ever! Give me patience enough to continue keeping my cool. Give me enough sense to differentiate between right and wrong. Give me courage to accept my mistakes and never let it happen again. Help me change to the better!
       Let the miracle happen!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

The Big Change!

     How i wish everyday was a fairytale!!! Wishing i was cinderella and my fairy came over with her magic wand.... n WHOOSH! all my wishes come true...! That would make life soooo much more magical wit a real touch of magic to it! But i guess, everything never happens your way. It takes its own sweet time... n ya.. when it really does... The effect is nothing less than a feeling of a true miracle! I guess miracles happen only when you are willing n patient enough to let it happen to you in its own pace. It's sooo irritating when you know how to set things right, but somehow it doesnt work out. Happens to everyone, to each their own!

      Wondering how people react to THE big change in life. Change is inevitable, yet brings along with it sooo many mixed emotions. Happiness to some, excitement to yet another, and sorrow follows too! The same situation when seen from different views is all so complicated! Everything is about how we react to the situation. I repeat, not everything happens your way! So fret, worry, stress yourself out... cry over what u feel is wrong... but then, 'Get Over It' coz life moves on. See the positive side and welcome the change with a smile. Do remember everything happens for a reason and yes... EVEN THIS WILL PASS AWAY! Here's wishing for order in chaos!

P.S. Miracles do happen!