Sunday, April 1, 2012

What if my dream is the reality and my reality, just a long horrible nightmare?

There is always a subject so very dear to you, that you cannot write nor talk about it. You know all the words, they flow out of your mouth like the glimmering water from the tap, but then when you open your mouth, there is silence. The moment passes and you lock it in again, careful enough to never bring it up again, until someone/something finds the key and then there is a an uproar! An uproar of unsaid words and unseen emotions.

What when that which opened the lock is the one to close it all in again? It's like freeing a bird from the cage, teaching it to enjoy freedom, and just when it is ready to fly high, you lock it back again. It's like forcing a vegetarian into being a non-veggie and then asking him to never eat meat again! There you are, locked up all over again, and this time you don't have the key either. You don't know who/what is going to find it.. you don't know when it is going to be found.. you don't even know whether it'll be found at all!

I wish to write, but my hands refuse to type. My heart is speaking, but my mind refuses to listen. There are times when i wish something.. anything.. went the way i planned it to go. Sometimes the magical spark disappears, and there's just a plain world out of my window. The moon, the stars, the music, the lights.. nothing helps!



The sunset moves on to welcome twilight, and i'm wondering... the twilight bids goodbye at the arrival of the night, and i'm still wondering. I wonder how it would be if i just slept and woke up the next day to find out my dreams were not dreams, they are true. What if dreams turned out to be the reality and reality was just a long horrible nighmare? Will you please wake me? Probably that is the key to my lock, so wake me up, i've been sleeping a long long time now.



I dream of a world not very different from this,
But with more laughter and less tears.
While stuck deep in this harsh reality crisis,
Often there is less relief and more fears.




24 comments:

  1. beautiful page... very pleasing images and powerful, motivating words. Even I believe miracles will happen one day, if you believe..!
    keep writing.. :)

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    1. Hey Remya... Welcome to Miracles Happen! :)
      Thanks for stoppin by... M glad you liked it... L keep writing provided you keep reading... ;)
      Cheers!

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    2. surely will keep reading... :)

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  2. I can connect on this with you Pranita! Yes,there are those moments of utter silence and disappointment .But hey,what's all the excitement of a rainbow without a little thunderous rainfall!? ;)That rain makes us realize the true essence of a rainbow! :) And say to yourself- This too shall pass! :)

    Lovely writing Pranita!! :)

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    1. Well said, Jen...! :) among all the positivity, there's always a lil tym wen u dont feel it right... yday was one such tym for me! ;) But ya... even this will pass away! :)

      Thank u sweety!

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  3. We know dreams are dreams because they are not real, and at the same time, they put the real in perspective. Dreams can embody what we aspire for, and at other times, they can tell us what we need to hear. I have had many such times, when I longed for someone to wake me up! The funny part of it was that as long as I was telling myself it cannot get darker than this, it kept getting worse. The day I turned myself over and said to myself that I am capable of handling all that I create, the monster died. We are the scriptwriters of our own lives, our realities and our dreams. No one really has permission to enter without us letting them into our sacred space. There are lessons, and there is pain. These are feedback on how to tweak our firewalls, so to speak. Loved the post. You are awake, alert and aware, and have always been.

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    1. Wow... very beautifully put Subho Da... :) Really... lovely... I see you exactly got what i was trying to say, and the response is an immense help! Absolutely lovely...

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  4. Beautiful and Splendid. Dreams as they say are a state of semi-consciousness, but I would rather say, its your own world. It solely depends upon you on "whether it controls you, or the vice-versa".

    Enjoyed the post. :)

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    1. Very true... thanks for stopping by! :)
      It's these comments that add to my thought process!

      Cheers!

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  5. Offcourse very well written.I love your thoughts here. :)

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    1. Thanks ya... :) M glad u liked it...

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  6. i read the comments of others about this... feel happy for my daughter and her writing.. yes .. keep writing may darling.. Daddy

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    1. Thanks Pappa... It's gr8 readin ur comment here... :) :) :)
      Love you!

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  7. Very well written and true post Pranita...It happens a lot with me...I wanted to say something,but couldn't...never understood why... :O

    the question you asked in the last stanza...I'm still confused how to answer it... :O
    nice lines to end the post...loved them... :)

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    1. Heya.... thanks a lot agn buddy! :)

      Confusion is my middle name... haha... welcome to the group.. :P anyway, hopefully we ll find a way to get past this too!

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  8. and yeaahhh...I'm really glad to see your father's comment here...never got such opportunity, but its really great feeling...congratulations... :)

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    1. I was truly stunned finding his comment... My parents have become the best regular followers of my blog... If i dont write a new one, they read the old ones over... hehe.. they're too sweet! :)

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  9. Wonderful blog and wonderful thoughts...will keep dropping in now and then :)
    take care
    god bless
    btw have a look at my blogs too if u wish :)
    http://relationshipvows.blogspot.in/
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    1. Hey Harshita, welcm to Miracles Happen! :)
      Thanx for droppin by... Pleasure is totally myn!
      L surely visit ur blog... Cheers!

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  10. Dreams do turn into reality. Trust me!

    It happened with me few times when I wanted to write something extremely close to me but hands refused. It happens with everyone. And see though your hands refused to type, still you are able to come up with such an amazing post. It's Beautiful!! :) :)

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    1. Hehe.. that's a lovely compliment Prasoon.. thank you! :)
      Let's hope for the best...
      Cheers!

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