Mr.Sun, Mr.Lazy and a game of Hide n Seek!

Lagan lagi tumse mann ki lagan.....

I'm a few hours away from what is going to be my last first sessional and here i am, as chilled as ever. I look at my economics notes, and all i see is numbers, some set of vertical and horizontal lines, some arrows and some blah-blah shit! I look away and have the irresistible feeling of never looking back at it again.

Gali gali ghoome, dil tujhe dhoonde....

There's music playing from my brand new playlist and i'm room-alone. There's this glass of tea i just made and a packet of snacks i like to call 'Wheels'. My tummy growls with hunger that a packet of junk can never satisfy. But my legs who have recently befriended Mr.Lazy refuse to move my ass out of the room.

Tere bin tarse nayan.....

The ambience in the room is perfect somehow. I sit by the window, curtains drawn. After a week of wet soaken days of hide and seek, the hidden sun has finally decided to seek! I don't like it.. I prefer cloudy days. I hate going out in rain. But i love rains when i am all cozy in my room. Cloudy days always inspire me to do what i've always wanted to. It lets me get lost which i most of the times am. At the same time it makes life look beautiful and perfect.

Bol na halke halke....

I think Mr.Sun has somehow gotten into a misconception that i am playing hide and seek with it. It somehow finds a gap between my curtains to shine right into my right eye! No sunny dear... I sure am hiding from you, but i do NOT want you to seek me. We'll play some other time. So..

Dhaage tod laao chandni se noor ke....
Ghoongat hi bana lo roshni se noor ke....

I like the early morning sunshine. That has the same effect on me. But the brighter it gets, somehow the magic seems to disappear. The same sun and the same view which seemed to rejoice with me early morning seems to resent me in the noon! Gets me back to reality. I need a lot of exposure to gruelling sun??? Coz i seem to always live in a world made up in my mind! Anyway, the heart wants what the heart wants.

Woh ek din sau saal ka...
Sau saal ki woh raat thi...

Okayyy... REALITY reminds me-  i was supposed to be studying right now.. wasn't i??? See... getting lost??? Didn't i just say it happens to me something like, ALL THE FREAKING TIME!!! Whew... I look back at my notes now reluctantly, and the arrows seem to whizz out of the page one by one and poke me everywhere! Ouch! Ok ok.. I am coming, I am coming!

Gaye tum gaye ho kyon...
Har baat baaki hai...
Gaye kyon, jiyein kyon...